Am I Brave Enough?

I'm still uncertain whether I am brave enough or do I have the nerve to present my paper via oral communication. But there's no turning back I have to face it, being selected to present via oral communication made me felt appreciated but then further thinking TAKUUUUTTTT!!! This is my 2nd oral presentation but the first presentation in international conference. Whatever happen.. i have to go through this and hopefuly with Allah blessing and all the love overwhelming me from my family I can manage to do it well..

A good start of May

Alhamdulillah.. another paper had been accepted for presentation. Ya Allah thank you for your blessing. So this year I can already sit down and focus on other things than going to conferences for paper presentation. Enough presenting three papers.. Now lets move to scientific writing and the development of my research. Ya Allah please give me the strength..

The good news and the bad news..April says it all..

April had been a long month for me. It felt longer than any other months passed by. Lets check it out.. is it really 30 days? Or maybe there's any additional days for this April 2009. Anyway maybe because lots of things happen on April.

THE GOOD NEWS



My effort on writing paper for oral presentation alast paid off when my paper was accepted to present at the Physiology Meeting 2009 held in Dublin, Ireland. Alast I had the opportunity to go to Ireland. I still can remember the frustration on 1999 when I'm being offered a place at Royal College of Surgeon right after I finished matriculation but the scholarship was withdrawn due to economic downturn. However, no regrets.. After all I might not be blessed as I am today if I went there before. Allah knows best.. Ya Allah hopefuly this time everything will went well.. Dublin, wait for us on July!!

THE BAD NEWS

After being working on a paper day and night, seeking for references and corrections by corrections for days I've devoted myself to.. I sent the paper to a reputable journal last month but this April they sent me a letter saying that they are not considering the paper for publication at their journal. Well really frustrating news! But still I determine to try again, they did suggested me to sent in to other journal so that is exactly what I have done and still waiting for the result.

THE SURPRISE

I was surprise when the dean had given me the trust to give a talk to the students in their research methodology workshop. Why? Because all the other speakers are reputable professors and experienced senior lecturers from various universities. Well I think this is a good start for me to polish the skill of giving a talk rather than always giving lecture.

Alot more had happened this month but enough writing.. I just can describe that this month passed with laughter, smile and even tears.. Hopefully the months ahead promises better news..Amin.

I wanna write something...


Ehem.. Ermmm... Hmmm.... What to publish... Hmmm .. Blank! Nak tulih aper yer.. Well I wanna write.. but dunno what to write.. So enough for the day.. Enough writing for one day...


Ahaaaa... ada idea ... For today I want to declare my love to all my love ones.. If I were to leave this world one day which I believe everyone will when time comes.. I want all this people in my list know how precious they are in my life and I want to say it out loud I REALLY LOVE YOU...

1. THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPEN TO ME IS BEING MARRIED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE : MOHD AZMANI SAHAR
2. THE PERSON I ALWAYS ADMIRE AND LOOK UP TO AND ALWAYS THERE DURING MY UPS AND DOWNS : MY BELOVED MOM SAMSIAH UDOH..
3. THE WOMAN WHO TAUGHT ME THE MEANING OF PATIENCE : MY MIL SITI MERIAM
4. THE FATHER THAT I LONGED FOR : MY FIL HAJI SAHAR
5. THE PERSON WHO ALWAYS BEING A SISTER I TRUST AND LOVE SO MUCH : DIANA ANAS
6. THE TWO WOMEN THAT MAKE ME FEEL ACCEPTED : ANGAH AZIE AND AZLINA
7. MY BEST FRIEND THAT WANDERING FAR BUT SO CLOSE TO MY HEART : KHADIJAH OTHMAN

Maybe they didn't know or realize it, but they have touched my heart in their own ways. Thank you Allah for let them be part of my life and please Allah give them the happiness they longed for as they have given me happiness that I longed for. Amin.
And that is all I wanna write for today.