Induksi

Arghh... I need to sit for an induction course in order to be confirm!! Huhuhuhu... 3 weeks of ulang alik to Nilai seems so tiring to me. But the bright side is I have 3 whole weeks free from any task from the office. Hehehehe.. good luck to those at the office!

The part 1 is my story of my first 3 days of induction. I met lovely and nice people there from different department and from different faculties. There are lecturers, management staffs and also support staffs... Hmm great to know you guys.

There's a gurl sitting next to me is actually a junior at UKM, she's a doctor now .. very young doctor and lucky for her she's now doing her master in clinical (O&G). Well a very young specialist she will be one day. Good for her and good for the nation. She likes to tell lots of stories and as for me I like to listen. What I can conclude is different people has gone through different expirience in life so all the stories I got from friends at the course making me more greatful on how lucky I am to be who I am now. Hope they will feel the same thing.

And this gurl is my another neighbour.. I call her Wan, she is as sweet as you can see her smiling.. She's from the academic side, being a graduate from UIA in Bachelor of Eng Study made her a very witty and knowledgeable person. What I like about Wan is her laugh always make me wanting to laugh with her and also her sporting character.. CHayyo' chayyo' Wan go on with the positive attitude..

Day 4- Day 10 Induksi

Bla bla bla babble babble babble thats what happen all the way during induksi, ceramah and more ceramah each day... Tapi that's not yet the worst part... The worst part i can say is the silly tasks given to us... Let's not elaborate too detail about the s***** tasks.. Let's not focus about the negative part too much. I just want to remember the good part. At first I never thought that I can be connected with the guys sitting infront of me. My first impression is they are serious and no fun at all.. Hehehe.. maybe because of the Ustaz tittle brought by one of them (Aizuddin) and Fizi seems sooo quiet.

But the impression seems to be gone with time when we started to chat and share our stories.. Fun to know about the sport's man (Mazilan- the one in the middle) stories regarding all his past experience as a Malaysian lawn ball player. The idea of being a friend with someone directly related with international sport never cross my mind before but now I can say I'm officially a friend of one of the athlete.. Walaupun ex pon kire orait laa tuuu..

The Ustaz I mentioned before is the one on the left.. seems like a nice boy huh.. One thing I can comment regarding this 23 year old bro is his pe'el is not as matured as he looks like. If one day Aizuddin read this .. jgn marah nooo.. You should see him in action acting during the final presentation as a sissy boy.

As I've described the induksi is not all bad.. I learned a lot about our country and I learned alot of things that may improve my interpersonal skills ...besides even sometimes I do feel bored, at least I have time to polish my skill in drawing.. punya laaa banyak my drawings masa induksi tuh.. One more thing during this induksi there's one activity where I have been given task to create a poem that basically describing our group, by the way our group name is Quartza..catchy huh?.. and here goes...

Demi agama

Demi bangsa

Demi negara

Kami bangkit bagai permata

Emerald, Ruby, Sapphire dan Topaz

Berbeda warna dan juga fungsinya

Pembangunan, perpustakaan dan juga akademia (its actually describing members of the group's working field)
Berbeda tanggungjawab misinya sama

Quartza bersatu

Menjunjung ilmu

Mendidik ummah terus maju

Allahu Akbar..

What do you think.. Maybe I can consider a future as a poet kot... hehehhehe.

Or maybe a sketcher...

Hasil seni ku

Towards end of induksi

Today will leave me with 2 more days for induksi. Harapnyer everything that starts well will end well. What I will really miss is all the good friends I met during induksi, Dr Zaireena the O&G postgrad student that gave birth before being able to finish this course, Wan Nadihah my good friend from academic wing, Aizuddin the naughthy and talkative yet shy 23 year old cikgu bahasa arab that sitting infront of me, Mazilan the sport man, Fizi the nice pustakawan is getting married soon.. hope you will be happily wed, kak anita and kak ainur that sit behind me... Dr Rushdan the vice dean of FKP that's also the chief for our induksi group, Dr Zainab the paeditrician and her husband Dr Burhan the romantic couple for this induksi, all my fellows colleagues from FPSK my dear roommate Dilla, my dear friend Rasyidah and also our assist. registrar Pn Mazlen and also all the lab staffs.. Last but not least all the members in this induksi that I didn;t mention personally, you guys are great! Hope this friendship and bond will remain till the end of time.. Ops one more hope everyone will pass the test this 26th of March 2009...Ammin

My lovely groupmates.. fun and energetic..

Cuti-cuti Malaysia 2008

It's almost end of 2008, alhamdulillah despite with all the workloads and the tight timetable, I am still able to go for my cuti cuti M'sia... Hmm early this year I spent 5 days with my family at Langkawi. Beautiful island seriously and thanks to Tun Mahathir he had made this island as an asset to our country with the preserve nature and also the preserve historical places. I spent 2 nights at Berjaya Hotel and Resort! Fuh... 5 star bebeh, really world class, the concept is brilliant, it is like a service chalet, the chalet is either in the wood for anyone that enjoy living with the nature and for those beach lovers there are also chalets near the beach and not just that the chalet is on the water. So you can sleep with the sound of the breeze.. Really relaxing but absolutely it will cost you more for that kind of chalet. As for me the stay is sponsored..My kids really enjoying the trip.. Thank you to my boss.. Thank you Prof .. we really appreciate the free stay you provided to us. Really first class. We spent more time enjoying the nature and visiting the historical places rather than going for shopping so for the trip to Langkawi I can rate this holiday as my 4 star holiday!

The coster that will bring us to our chalet and around the resort because they want to preserve the nature so no other cars are allow to enter the resort area. All cars will be parked at the parking lot provided.

Merdeka Palace hotel (this is where the conference is held)

One of the good thing being a lecturer is that we have the opportunity to go for seminars or conferences or workshops to sharpen our skill and knowledge beside also being able to build up linkages with other academicians. The trip is fully sponsored and yet beside of the professional agenda we can also take it as an opportunity for a holiday! This year I went for a seminar at Kuching, because I'm going alone so my mother accompanied me there. The seminar is awesome many academicians were there and also people from the industries. Love it! Love the people and also the info! Since it had been 2 years I didn't go to Sarawak so I took the opportunity to fulfill this trip with going to interesting places at Sarawak. I went to the cultural village Sarawak and also Sarikei. The best part at the cultural village is the daily cultural show held there. We went to see the one hour show and I love it very much. We were served with the various dances from different tribes at Sarawak. We were showed the way of using the 'sumpit' and we also can try it on our own. At Sarikei I did shop till I drop.. not because I bought too much but because there was so many people and I felt slightly dizzy and as if I'm going to faint. Thank goodness my mother is around. However I rank this trip as 2 stars because I missed my hubby and my kids very much, holiday without them is no fun! And yet it is also a wrong timing for holiday because it was raining season we have difficulties to travel from place to place.

Rumah panjang (just imagine the stairs memang balak yang virgin laa kirenyer)

Then just last week I went to Port Dickson for a holiday with my family. Arif loves going picnic very much so this is for my kids to enjoy. The weekend is so much fun. Eventhough it is just so near from home but the feeling of having everyone making that weekend so cheerful!

Next week another seminar at Penang and my whole family will be going with me.. Just can't wait for it. I think that maybe our last cuti cuti Malaysia for this year agaknya... As for next year I hope my application to present my paper at Dublin will be accepted. If so then Dublin here I come with my hubby of course.. hehehehe Ammin

My True Gems

At last I can have my own sweet time in front of the computer. Each day I hardly have time to write anymore at my blog... Alhamdulillah, today is for me to enjoy writing to myself all the thoughts I have stored in my head. Actually it is 9.00pm at night ussually it is time for me to read with the kids and my hubby, but today I tuned to channel 613 so my kids are so busy watching their fav series tigger and pooh so here I am drift in my own world... As for my beloved hubby, pitty him, today he fasted but then after maghrib he had severe headache and nausea ( I bet because of the hypoglycemia due to fasting.. emmm.. maybe the hot weather did contribute his symptoms as well). So let him sleep and have all the rest he needed before the symptoms got worst.

Coming back today, fasting is really tiring esp with the hot weather today! Arriving at the door I was welcomed by Arif, my son.

"Akum ma.." Peace upon you, greet my boy with his own langguage.

"Waalaikumussalam," I replied smiling and all my tiredness were swept away by the smile of my son welcoming me home. Auni was being dressed up by my maid after her regular 'business', cried up loud Mama!Mama! and with only in her pampy she ran towards me.. My heart melt with the warm welcome I got from my kids. Nothing in this world can trade with the happiness I'm feeling at the moment. They are really the gems of my life.

Today I want to write everything about my gems.

Starting with Arif..

Being bornt 3 weeks earlier than the EDD, 18th of February 2006 had been the historical day for me as everything was the first time for me. That was my first delivery and that was the first day I am officially a mother. Arif had been a nice boy since day one, but the only thing that stressing me was each time he cried, he seems like screaming. My patience was really tested during early months of taking care of Arif. Now Arif was already 2 and half year old, but he still inable to speak with proper sentences.. My friends and my mother always encourage me to be patient by telling me that it is part of the different stages of children development. My motherly instinct tells me that there's nothing to worry about since Arif's development at the moment is normal and he has no problem at all but when my inlaws keep on asking about Arif.. they are making me more worry. Arif has a lot of brotherly quality that I'm really proud of.. he loves his sister very much and he is really concern of his sister's welfare. I'm proud to say that he really respect his father very much, when his father is sleeping he will never disturb his father and no one can make he do so. He is able to count up to twelve now, he loves learning ABC and besides that he loves learning alif ba ta..I'm proud of you my boy.. Till now, taking care of Arif is not that difficult since he is obedient, he follows rules that we made and best of all he is particular of the cleanliness (his and also the house..)..

Six months after Arif was bornt, I was pregnant again. At first I'm terribly worried.. can I manage it all?? Being a mother to a boy had been a lot of tension to me already and I can't help thinking that I'm a lousy mother since sometimes I do felt stressed up. I prayed to Allah to help me go through all the days and to show me the right path of being a good mother.

16th of April 2007, Auni Batrisyia was bornt to this world and as her brother she was bornt 3 weeks prior to the actual EDD. Arif had given me the sufficient expirience on how to take care a baby so I've learnt my lesson and taking care of AUni had been a brief. Auni was a total different to Arif, she is more active and more talkative.Now she's one and a half year old and she is already developing sentences and she likes to talk.. and alot... Auni is more mischievious than he brother, she likes to try new things and develop her own game. Yet her cousins and even her brother will follow her way. Her best quality is she always know how to make people laugh with her cute expressions... But sometimes she really makes me angry because she loves to mess up things and she loves to pick on her brother.. And watching them fight is really tiring for me...

Well enough for now about this kids.. I can go on all night writing everything abou them but tomorrow is working day so I need to rest and sleep.. I hope I can fulfil each day of my life with special moments with my true gems.. I can't imagine being apart from them.. arghh.. next week I'm going to Sarawak for 5 days for a conference.. I'm looking forward to present my paper there but still... 5 days without my kids.... huhuhuhuhu sedeynyer...

Before I forgot I have another gem that I forgot to mention.. I love you honey my HUBBY..mmuah..

MY MAID...!!

Last weekend was my cuti cuti malaysia weekend. I went back to Sg petani at my mom's resthouse. Best! Best! Unfortunately my weekend was ruin by an incident and my ungrateful arrogant plus no manners MAID!

The incident started when I went shopping for some groceries with my hubby and my mom, so I told her to look after my kids while I'm gone. Then.... just imagine, tired with carrying all the items bought I was supprised by amatures sketches all over the wall by my boy. Trying to calm down I asked my maid... basically it happen like this (kalau tertambah tertolak its actually my limitation of remembering):

"Bibi, kat mana masa budak tadi main pensel?" I asked her with a low tone voice.

" Ada di situ tapi tak perasan lah" she answered. Tak perasan? how come you tak perasan what his doing when you are just there as if my house too big. FYI the house is just a single storey terrace house.

" Macammana laa Is bleh tak perasan, kan bahaya tuh kalau conteng dinding jer takper buatnyer dier cucuk mata dier ker adik dier ker , cucuk telinga ker kan bahaya tu" She kept quiet but showing me the furious look. Then I continued trying to clean up the mess done, but she kept quiet without saying sorry or helping me erasing the sketches.

"Is tolong laa saya cuci nih, Is nih tak tengok pun.." Then with one sentence she burst to me.

"Macamla saya nih tak ada keja lain! Saya nih menyapu rumah ! Menjaga berak budak tuh .. bla bla bla.. " She raised her voice and babble towards me. I was so shocked and I felt like screaming back to her. I think she had forgotten her place and yet she should remember that I had bared lots of things about her and yet look what did I get in return??

I was so pissed off but I treated her as normal as I can be, thinking about the two kids under her care. But immediately I called my agent to replace her as soon as possible. Hopefully everything will be settled by this weekend. And yet till now she is still treating me with silent treatment? Well who is the boss in the first place??

Her requests to me before:

1. insist of having holiday.

2. insist of going back to indon on next hari raya.

3. the first week insist of buying maggi, I bouht maggi then saying that she wants mamee slurp. Bought mammee slurp the next week insist of having mee sedap.

4. Request for ikan masin. Bought! But then 'Tak sedap laa ikan masin tuh hapak!' Just imagine how I felt.

5. Ajinomoto. Bought!

6. Telepon. Bought her the ring ring card, 2 months staying with me 2 ring ring card i have given her and yet now when the bill arrived she made calls outside without asking for permission or telling me!

Argghhh thats it ! Next time around no more miss nice to you!