Being Real

An optimist will always sees solution in each problem. That is how I tried to maintain strong and thinking positive. But things doesn't always been as smooth as we hope for. Not all problem can be solved with the solution we have chosen. Sometimes the harder we fight the harder everything come crushing on us. Lately, there are lots of circumstances happen that is out of my control.

Scared+stressful+ tired+ lonely = confuse..

I'm truly confused lately, where should I start my step, which and what should be solve first... Is time by my side. Can I manage everything.. Gosh everything is so confusing!!

I wanna be real! And being real.. I must learn to let go things that is out of my control!!

27 September 1979

Happy birthday my beloved hubby ........ Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki and diberkati umur dan hubungan kita..

I bought a GPS for my hubby's birthday, thanks to my brother in law because I'm a little bit out of date in catching up with all the upcoming gadgets nih..

Malaysian Hospitality

Whereever I go I will always remember this that no one can doubt the hospitality of a Malaysian. I'm writing this as an appreciation to all my friends no matter how far you are for the hospitality that you have shown me and may Allah bless us all.

Hartworth Harbour tengok seal godang godang

This is the family that we just met for the first time in Dublin but yet the kindness they shown us is priceless and undescribable. All this while being busy with everyday work I think I tend to forget about the soft skill and even worst sometimes I forgot that I've been selfish in sharing ideas or even lending a helping hand to others. But after the experience in Dublin and also London it makes me muhasabah myself of what the value of life is. It's true life without sharing happiness with others is meaningless and we also never know when will this journey of life ends.

From this day onwards I hope I will be a better person. Ammin..

Thank you Dr Yusri and Ain. Hopefully this will not be our last meeting, if Ain opens this blog I just wanna tell both of you that you are most welcome to our humble house in Malaysia. Please do drop by sometime.

Kak Urwah was my senior at school and since I was in form 4 we have been close friends. Though the limitations of being student in a big city like London and also Kareem is facing rough times in finishing his thesis, they had made us welcome. I felt flattered that my brother in law also manage to come and meet us at London. They had made our day in London. Thank you all for the warmth welcome all of you had shown us. After staying for more than a week abroad. It feels really good looking out the window and seeing the sky in Malaysia. No matter where I am nothing beats my love for my country.

Lovely places in Dublin and my presentation day.

Phoenix park.. Tu phoenix kat on top of the monument..

Second day at Dublin, we went to Phoenix park, we've been told that it was the largest park in europe so definitely we went round the park via car. In the park is the Dublin zoo but tak masuklah, not really interested to visit zoo. We did wander around, but unfortunately we didn' manage to see the dears at the park. Ussually there are dears wandering freely in this park. But as for today we are just not in luck. Maybe the dears have sense there will be malaysian coming so Hide!!

Beautiful pond, pitty the swan she actually swam from the other side of the pond approaching my hubby with her babies thinking that my hubby had brought some food for them but he didn't.. So cruel..

Than off we go to the botanical garden. It's about 15 minutes drive from the phoenix park.

The green house

Ala ala masuk hutan la nih
Compliment to the gardeners and the landscaper
Rose garden, the smell of the roses were so refreshing.

Like old times... ala ala dating gitu.

Tired and hungry.. apa lagi soru ler.. This is at the Islamic center, there is an arab restaurant there. Alast second day in Dublin I got to enjoy eating rice..

The beautiful mosque at the Islamic Center. We solah zohor there.

Today is THE DAY... All the adrenalin rush can be felt since early morning. I can't sleep from the moment I finished my Subuh prayers until its time to walk to UCD. I felt tachicardic, nausea, dispnea .. long story short all the physiological changes were due to the instabil emotion I'm feeling at the time. Any way we started walking early morning, though I'm scared with the tought of the presentation but as ussual my hubby still happy snapping pics here and there.

My hubby pretending to wait for a bus but the truth was we walked along the way

They told me that it will only be a 10 - 15 minutes walk but..... I felt like losing my breath walking to UCD from Radisson... Arghhh it had been years when I last walk this distance.

Anyway arrived alast. Alhamdulillah

My first oral presentation in an international conference

As a reward for me with the walking and being able to get through with the presentation, Dr Yusri and Ain brought us to GLENDELOUGH. Picturesque........ The route to get there is like Bukit Putus but arriving there it is all worthy! The beautiful surrounding is just too difficult for me to describe.

The lake and the hill view as background while promoting Ain's delicious muffin.

Make me remember of a series when I was a little girl ' A small house down the prairie'

Precious moment with the precious man in my life

It took him quite some time to climb up there....

Refreshing.

This is the starting point to hike up the hill but no thank you, enough walking for a day

Impress with the Foxglove flower, it is a digitalis!

Great moment together.