My True Gems

At last I can have my own sweet time in front of the computer. Each day I hardly have time to write anymore at my blog... Alhamdulillah, today is for me to enjoy writing to myself all the thoughts I have stored in my head. Actually it is 9.00pm at night ussually it is time for me to read with the kids and my hubby, but today I tuned to channel 613 so my kids are so busy watching their fav series tigger and pooh so here I am drift in my own world... As for my beloved hubby, pitty him, today he fasted but then after maghrib he had severe headache and nausea ( I bet because of the hypoglycemia due to fasting.. emmm.. maybe the hot weather did contribute his symptoms as well). So let him sleep and have all the rest he needed before the symptoms got worst.
Coming back today, fasting is really tiring esp with the hot weather today! Arriving at the door I was welcomed by Arif, my son.
"Akum ma.." Peace upon you, greet my boy with his own langguage.
"Waalaikumussalam," I replied smiling and all my tiredness were swept away by the smile of my son welcoming me home. Auni was being dressed up by my maid after her regular 'business', cried up loud Mama!Mama! and with only in her pampy she ran towards me.. My heart melt with the warm welcome I got from my kids. Nothing in this world can trade with the happiness I'm feeling at the moment. They are really the gems of my life.
Today I want to write everything about my gems.
Starting with Arif..
Being bornt 3 weeks earlier than the EDD, 18th of February 2006 had been the historical day for me as everything was the first time for me. That was my first delivery and that was the first day I am officially a mother. Arif had been a nice boy since day one, but the only thing that stressing me was each time he cried, he seems like screaming. My patience was really tested during early months of taking care of Arif. Now Arif was already 2 and half year old, but he still inable to speak with proper sentences.. My friends and my mother always encourage me to be patient by telling me that it is part of the different stages of children development. My motherly instinct tells me that there's nothing to worry about since Arif's development at the moment is normal and he has no problem at all but when my inlaws keep on asking about Arif.. they are making me more worry. Arif has a lot of brotherly quality that I'm really proud of.. he loves his sister very much and he is really concern of his sister's welfare. I'm proud to say that he really respect his father very much, when his father is sleeping he will never disturb his father and no one can make he do so. He is able to count up to twelve now, he loves learning ABC and besides that he loves learning alif ba ta..I'm proud of you my boy.. Till now, taking care of Arif is not that difficult since he is obedient, he follows rules that we made and best of all he is particular of the cleanliness (his and also the house..)..
Six months after Arif was bornt, I was pregnant again. At first I'm terribly worried.. can I manage it all?? Being a mother to a boy had been a lot of tension to me already and I can't help thinking that I'm a lousy mother since sometimes I do felt stressed up. I prayed to Allah to help me go through all the days and to show me the right path of being a good mother.
16th of April 2007, Auni Batrisyia was bornt to this world and as her brother she was bornt 3 weeks prior to the actual EDD. Arif had given me the sufficient expirience on how to take care a baby so I've learnt my lesson and taking care of AUni had been a brief. Auni was a total different to Arif, she is more active and more talkative.Now she's one and a half year old and she is already developing sentences and she likes to talk.. and alot... Auni is more mischievious than he brother, she likes to try new things and develop her own game. Yet her cousins and even her brother will follow her way. Her best quality is she always know how to make people laugh with her cute expressions... But sometimes she really makes me angry because she loves to mess up things and she loves to pick on her brother.. And watching them fight is really tiring for me...

Well enough for now about this kids.. I can go on all night writing everything abou them but tomorrow is working day so I need to rest and sleep.. I hope I can fulfil each day of my life with special moments with my true gems.. I can't imagine being apart from them.. arghh.. next week I'm going to Sarawak for 5 days for a conference.. I'm looking forward to present my paper there but still... 5 days without my kids.... huhuhuhuhu sedeynyer...

Before I forgot I have another gem that I forgot to mention.. I love you honey my HUBBY..mmuah..

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