Don't you just understand?

'Tomorrow i still don't have to go to work since the schedule stated I'm not involve with any surgery!' Told my dear hubby.

'Ok, then have fun .. you are considered on leave .. heheheh' I giggled responded to his exciting news.

'It had been three days staying at home, I'm bored.. what if I accompany you to your office and I can study there..' He responded.

I kept quiet thinking, I have doubt that he might get bored but the thought of having someone to talk at the office and having my beloved ones closed by my side is so intriguing. Furthermore he is the one that suggested it..

'Ok, up to you but what if you got bored, I suggest you bring along another laptop for you just in case you got bored' I responded back trying to be as supportive as possible.

After further discussion I agreed for him to come along and since he is going for his overnight locum, I'm okay with going to the office a little bit later then ussual in order to wait for him.

This morning I woke up at 5 as ussual, took my sahur and cleaned my room, I chose the best outfit that I can think of, well I want to look pretty if walking beside my hubby.. I'm not sure why but the idea that he wanted to come to work with me is making me happy. I waited and waited, at 7.30 he arrived home.

'Eh why are you still here?' he asked.

'Well.. I'm waiting for you,'

'Haven't you received my message? '

Then I stood up seeking for my hp, by then I realized he just sms me at 6.30 that he is not going with me because he wanted to stay home. I'm not sure why but the sms did break my heart. he should be more sensitive about his wife, at least give a call to assure that I got the message. I've wasted my time just to wait for him when I can just go to work as early as I used to do! It may seem simple but it is not! I rushly took my handbag and before going out to work I said to him :

'Thank you for doing this to me'

But while driving I regret saying that to him .. I just want him to know that I'm really hurt.. that's all! I love him so much yet the simplest thing hurt so bad.

I arrived at the office trying to be as positive as possible after what happened at home. But I'm just not in the mood. While writing this blog suddenly I got a call from UKM, my former Uni where I got my masters from. Its regarding the RM 750! Before this UKM told me that I've overpaid my study fees. Happy knowing that I'll be having extra RM750 end of this month, I've in mind of how I'm going to spend it. But again I've got my heart broke for the second time in the same day hearing that they called to tell they have made a mistake because they actually haven't updated the final fees! Ya Allah dah setahun maaaa!!!! UKM management sucks!

So I'm really not in the mood today and here I am at the office but writing for my blog and not doing my work!! Hopefully things will get better after this.